Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place whereI am blinded by the light
But it's not right
And it hurts to want everything
and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
-Goodbye to You by Michelle Branch
Tomorrow's the (unofficial) last day of school =)
And our last day as a class of eleven.
a dream-like week
[edit] Refer to this blog for a more comprehensive guide to amanda the goon's adventures [/edit]
Sleeping 6hours a day is so not my thing.
Was supposed to meet Zhisheng in town at 6 last night
so when I got home from school at around 4, I realised I could afford a 15-30mins nap.
But what happened?
I ended up sleeping til 6.30!!
That means my alarm rang from 4.30-6.30 without me hearing anything!
Craaazy.
And I missed today's utopia mock exam!
Paper started at 8 and I only woke up at 8.40.
Goodness.
And I really wanted to have that practice lah.
Tuition at mac was weird too.
Pigpig was possessed by the porky-spirit, which is seriously scary.
"I'll surely get in (to Campus Superstar) lor!
I mean I have all the superstar qualities.
*with a SUPER DUPER smug look*
Some more I so pretty!!!"
And she almost robbed the poor whitesands toilet of its toilet paper.
-faints-
And porky has an admirer aka the Whitesands mac manager.
(check him out marn, he's SO hot sniggersniggersnigger)
hi, can i maDe friends with u??
number: 8*******
xxRyan
We've got our future mapped out if we fail our A's.
Porky and I will open a wedding-planner shop.
We'll be the wedding planners.
Ame will be our in-house photographer.
Ash will be our wedding singer/entertainer.
Liz will be our legal consultant/lawyer to patent our ideas.
And pigpig will blow balloons.
Good plan eh?
Have this sudden urge to play Sims2.
But I don't have the programme -pouts-
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Was looking through the sites on my Favourites.
These are the kind of stuff I wanna do/learn.
(click for full image)
Thursday, August 04, 2005
What a week it has been.All the sleepless nights, anxious phonecalls, heartpain, tears, shock, rushed-homework, late-night house visiting, helplessness and heart-to-heart talks. It sucked for all of us. All culminating into this week.Really pray that next week would be a better week. And that the week will end off nicely tomorrow.Have you ever been in loveBeen in love so badYou'd do anythingTo make them understandHave you ever had someoneSteal your heart awayYou'd give anything, ohTo make them feel the sameHave you ever searched for words to get you in their heartBut you don't know what to sayAnd you don't know where to start(we'll be here for you friend, you know who you are)
